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BTS GRAPHIC LYRICS BREAKDOWN : VOL 5. BUTTERFLY

Finally onto the last one ! Butterfly is a personal favorite of mine – the song is close to my heart and the illustrations by Lee Kyutae are nothing short of wonderful.

Source: Amazon Preview

The description for Butterfly on Amazon misses out on the art style used but here it is:

“Vol. 5 Butterfly is about a boy who sees all of his friends somewhere between dream and reality, and past and future. Finally, the boy starts to walk in one direction, as if he has made up his mind, signaling an end which is also a new beginning.”

The Korean description mentions deliberately using divided pages that mix and match to create the effect of confusion- and to accurately convey the feeling of a boy who journeys between past and present, dream and reality. The story here is from Jin’s point of view- and I think the divided pages reflect all the timelines Jin goes through to achieve his end goal- saving everyone and going on a beach visit again with all 7 of them.

A Brief Introduction: On 12 June Year 19, all 7 of them go to the beach together on a sunny day. The day starts the beginning of Jungkook and Yoongi’s bond , and is a memorable and precious day for all of them. After Jin leaves for L.A. to continue his higher education, he comes back in April 2022 to find all his friends scattered and in horrible conditions- eventually Namjoon ends up in jail, Taehyung kills his Dad, Yoongi and Jungkook die by suicide, and Hoseok and Jimin end up in the hospital due to their mental illnesses. Seokjin drives to the beach again and wonders if he can save them all

Source: Save Me, Episode 2

After this, his time traveling begins as he tries to save them one by one- failing again and again. He mentions to others that once he is done saving them all – he would like going to that beach again.

Source: Save Me, Episode 3

In the Book- they do end up going, but a fight breaks out afterwards causing the timeline to fail again. We are yet to see if they Jin achieves his dream fully or not. This graphic lyrics book will deal with this dream of Seokjin.

Most of the scenes used in this book have been taken from HYYH On Stage: Prologue which uses the same song as a background. For this volume, I will not be doing so much of an analysis per se but will instead note down the references to the MV, other MVs, and discuss what is new. This is also mostly because the way you open the pages is your take on it – and this ‘interpretation’ will be my take on it .

Then, let us start. Translations do not belong to me, but Doolset.

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How beautiful ! This scenery is of the woods that lead us to the scenery seen in prologue

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This shot is of the 5 members- Namjoon, Jimin, Yoongi, Hoseok and Jungkook who are running to meet Taehyung after he calls Namjoon (after killing his father). This shot is there in the MV as well

Next, we arrive at the first divided page: dividing Jin from the rest of the members- creating the effect that he is seeing this separately:

The small recording sign is just like in the MV.

An interesting thing to note here is that Jungkook’s outfit does not match with the MV- everyone else’s matches but Jungkook is instead wearing his yellow jacket seen in Euphoria.

on the sets of Euphoria

As you flip the pages: the lyrics appear

This is the conventional way to flip- it is how the pages are in real order, but you can always mix them up

아무것도 생각하지 마
Don’t think of anything

넌 아무 말도 꺼내지도 마
Don’t bring up any word

그냥 내게 웃어줘
Please just smile at me

난 아직도 믿기지가 않아
I still can’t believe it

이 모든 게 다 꿈인 것 같아
All of this feels like a dream

사라지려 하지마
Don’t try to fade away

This shot of Taehyung’s hand is seen in both Euphoria and Prologue

The last line is separated from the rest- and if you mix up the images a little bit for example like this:

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The meaning changes to:

Is it true? Is it true?

You You

너무 아름다워 두려워
You’re so beautiful that I’m scared

사라지려 하지마
Don’t try to fade away

With the shot of Taehyung’s hand and Taejoon having fun in the upper panel, the meaning becomes even more poignant as you think of Taehyung fearing he will lose these precious moments. This is just one possible way you can add your own unique interpretations to the book.

In the next scene we have:

This is the actual order of the pages , and the lyrics in the last line change to:

Untrue Untrue

You You You

In this context the lyrics take on the meaning of Jin wondering if he is just dreaming – is it true what he sees?

The shot of Taejoon is seen in Prologue, and that of Jin in I Need U

Source: I Need U

Next up is this:

곁에 머물러줄래
Will you stay by my side

내게 약속해줄래
Will you promise me

손 대면 날아갈까 부서질까
If I touch you, that you might fly away, that you might be shattered,

겁나 겁나 겁나
I’m scared scared scared

The rest of the boys play happily as Seokjin is sitting alone on his bed. The lyrics emphasize his desire to be with all of them, but at the same time of losing them all if he makes one wrong move.

In the next scene, Seokjin moves his curtains- an action that has been interpreted as him time-traveling

시간을 멈출래
I would stop the time

이 순간이 지나면
Once this moment passes by,

없었던 일이 될까
that it might become something that didn’t happen,

널 잃을까
that I might lose you,

겁나 겁나 겁나
I’m scared scared scared

In the upwards panel we see Jimin dancing while Hoseok watches fondly. This scene is from Euphoria:

The vending machine with Coke written on it are clues that this scene takes place in the cafetaria of the hospital Jimin is at. However, there has been one change: Jimin was alone then, but now he has Hoseok by his side.

The lyrics again match Jin’s determination to ‘stop the time’ as well his fear that what he ends up doing may become ‘something that did not happen’.

The lyrics go like this ( only put up the ones in pure Korean for understanding)-

넌 마치 Butterfly
You’re just like a butterfly

멀리서 훔쳐봐 손 닿으면 널 잃을까
I steal a glance of you from far away fearing that I might lose you if my hand touches you

이 칠흑 같은 어둠 속 날 밝히는 나비효과
The butterfly effect that shines on me in this pitch-darkness

니 작은 손짓 한 번에 현실을 잊어 난
Just a gentle hand gesture of yours makes me forget the reality

Again in this context, the lyrics talk about Jin’s time-traveling. The Butterfly Effect is : “The butterfly effect is the idea that small things can have non-linear impacts on a complex system. The concept is imagined with a butterfly flapping its wings and causing a typhoon.” ( Source) It is the idea that the very smallest of changes creates a whole new alternate reality. As Jin time travels- very often the smallest of his decisions completely alter the timeline .

In the next scene- we arrive at a scene we have never seen before:

살며시 쓰다듬는 바람 같아
Like a wind that gently strokes me,

살포시 표류하는 먼지 같아
like a dust that lightly drifts in the air,

넌 거기 있지만 왠지 닿지 않아
you’re there but, for some reason, I can’t reach you

Stop

꿈 같은 넌 내게 butterfly, high
A dream-like you, you’re a butterfly to me, high

Jimin and Hoseok are in their Prologue outfits, but they are in the dance studio with from Highlight Reel- in which strangely we were never shown them dancing together. It was either the girl and Jimin, or the girl and Hoseok. Were the girls a part of a butterfly effect?

Actually Jimin’s outfit resembles this more than his Prologue one

The lyrics once again convey the anguish Jin feels as if he cannot quite grasp his dream yet.

Next we have this:

곁에 머물러줄래
Will you stay by my side

내게 약속해줄래
Will you promise me

손 대면 날아갈까 부서질까
If I touch you, that you might fly away, that you might be shattered,

겁나 겁나 겁나
I’m scared scared scared

Jungkook walking is a familiar scene seen in INU, Prologue and Euphoria. Here he is in the Euphoria jacket- and the exact parallel does not exist, but here is the corresponding scene in the Prologue:

Another butterfly effect? Seokjin sits resignedly on the bed- and it seems as if this timeline failed too

Next we come to this:

시간을 멈출래
I would stop the time

이 순간이 지나면
Once this moment passes,

없었던 일이 될까
that it might become something that didn’t happen,

널 잃을까
that I might lose you,

겁나 겁나 겁나
I’m scared scared scared

Here, Jin seems determined to try again and opens his curtains once more: and the scene in the upper panel seems new : we have not yet seen Taehyung and Namjoon laughing together in the container in any MV yet , but we do have a similar scene from the Run Graphic Lyrics:

What it does remind me of is this:

The drawing of Jin parallels this shot from INU

Next we come to this:

The recording sign is back- but is not red- so the recording stopped. Moreover, in the lower panel , Jin disappears – probably meaning that he has finally head out to meet his friends/ that he has stopped traveling in time.

The lyrics for this spread are very important:

심장은 메마른 소리를 내
My heart makes a dry sound

꿈인지 현실인지 알 수 없네
I don’t know if it’s a dream or the reality

나의 해변의 카프카여
My Kafka on the shore,

저기 숲으로 가진 말아줘
please don’t go to the forest over there

내 마음은 아직 너 위에 부서져
My heart still breaks into pieces over you

조각조각 까맣게 녹아 흘러
that melt black and flow down

(난 그냥 이대로 증발하고 싶어)
(I just want to evaporate away like this)

내 사랑은 영원인 걸
My love is eternity

It’s all FREE for you baby

Of these lines , ” My Kafka on the Shore, don’t go to forests over there” are particularly significant. Kafka on the Shore is a novel by Haruki Murakami that too intersects between past and present, dream and reality. The plot of the novel is too complex to be described here, but I’ll talk a little about the forests. In the novel, Kafka is warned to not get lost in the woods- he goes there to go to the past, to meet the love of his life. However, people who go to the woods often lose their way and never come out. In other words it is a metaphor for people who get lost in their pasts and never face reality. These lyrics are juxtaposed with a plain scene of the forest, and an empty bed , suggesting that perhaps like Kafka, Jin too has made the choice of visiting the woods.

곁에 머물러줄래
Will you stay by my side

내게 약속해줄래
Will you promise me

손 대면 날아갈까 부서질까
If I touch you, that you might fly away, that you might be shattered,

겁나 겁나 겁나
I’m scared scared scared

Finally, we have Jin in one frame with the others- reunited in the very end. Perhaps this scene now is the realization of Jin’s dream – all of them together at the beach, smiling happily. This scene is inspired from this:

Next we have this very iconic scene from the Prologue:

시간을 멈출래
I would stop the time

이 순간이 지나면
Once this moment passes,

없었던 일이 될까, 널 잃을까
that it might become something that didn’t happen, that I might lose you,

겁나 겁나 겁나
I’m scared scared scared

From right to left: Namjoon, Taehyung, Jimin, Jin, Jungkook, Hoseok and Yoongi.

The scene from Prologue

This is the scene of all of them sitting side by side, except Taehyung who climbs the platform shown in the picture. Versions of this scene vary between the Prologue ending and Euphoria- but the basic essence is the same. In this picture however, it seems all 7 of them are sitting together- perhaps then, will there come a timeline that neither Taehyung nor Jin stand on the platform? Or this perhaps the (yet) unattainable dream Jin dreams.

In the last few pages , the chorus of Butterfly continues:

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The Parallel from Prologue
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Jin catches the butterfly in the hands – and because I am a hopeful person, I interpret it as Jin having finally achieved his dream- the butterfly being in his hands is symbolic of him having some control over how the timeline goes . After all the beach visit was his dream and it comes to pass in this book.

That is all for Butterfly! If you are interested in my take on the other series, here are the links:

  1. Part 1
  2. Part 2
  3. Part 3
  4. Part 4

Questions? Feedback? Leave a comment or @ me on Twitter.

Sources for all the images:

  1. Shue_soo
  2. @sujup0613
  3. Graphic lyrics unboxing
  4. Another unboxing video
  5. Photos lent to me by the wonderful @mochi_manggae

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BTS GRAPHIC LYRICS BREAKDOWN: VOL. 4: RUN

In this blog post I will be trying to look at Volume 4 of the Graphic Lyrics : Run, illustrated by Choi Ji Wook

Source: Amazon preview

Run is the story of HYYH Namjoon and HYYH Taehyung . For this post all the photos are screenshots from here, and all translations from Doolset’s blog.

Let us read the description on Amazon for the artistic style used here:

“Vol. 4 RUN is about two boys and their dreams and struggles. Published in extended horizontal format, the right-hand pages fold out to endlessly to extend the two boys’ footsteps visually, the pictures expressing their determination to make their dream come true as well as their unwavering friendship.”

Thus if House of Cards was vertical, Run is horizontal. Some of the pages in Run are pullout pages that give an impression of running continuously, and I think is a great artistic choice.

We begin with Namjoon

넌 내 하나뿐인 태양 세상에 딱 하나
You’re my one and only sun, the one and only in the world

널 향해 피었지만 난 자꾸 목말라
Though I’ve bloomed towards you, I keep getting thirsty

너무 늦었어 늦었어 너 없이 살 순 없어
It’s too late, too late, I can’t live without you

가지가 말라도 더 힘껏 손을 뻗어
Even if my branch dries out, I stretch my hand out even harder

He is heading from his container to the city of Songju- the color scheme used for Namjoon is blue and orange and I think it goes well the long nights he works – as well in setting a melancholic atmosphere

In the next scene we see :

  1. The gas station Namjoon works at
  2. Cocktails, fireworks, parties
  3. High end fashion store
  4. A bakery shop

Basically, these are all objects that symbolize the comfortable life of the rich -something that HYYH Namjoon desires for. All of the panels in the background can be the dreams that Namjoon is chasing and running for.

The lyrics are:

손 뻗어봤자 금세 깨버릴 꿈 꿈 꿈
Even if I stretch my hand out, I’ll soon wake up from the dream dream dream

미칠 듯 달려도 또 제자리일 뿐 뿐 뿐
Even if I run like crazy, I’ll remain at the same place place place

그냥 날 태워줘 그래 더 밀쳐내줘
Just burn me off, yeah, push me further

이건 사랑에 미친 멍청이의 뜀박질
This is a fool, crazy in love, running

더 뛰게 해줘
Let me run more

나를 더 뛰게 해줘
Let me run more

두 발에 상처만 가득해도
Because, though my feet are covered in cuts and bruises,

니 얼굴만 보면 웃는 나니까
I would be smiling whenever I see your face 

These emphasize how no matter how hard he works and tries- his dreams remain a far-away reality

다시 Run Run Run 난 멈출 수가 없어
Again, run run run, I can’t stop

또 Run Run Run 난 어쩔 수가 없어
Again, run run run, I can’t help

어차피 이것밖에 난 못해
This is the only thing I can do anyway

너를 사랑하는 것 밖엔 못해
Loving you is the only thing I can do

The blue and yellow here transform to the petroleum fuel that leaks to the ground- dissolving all of his dreams ( a symbolic way to show how his part time labour drowns out the fancy dreams he has for himself). In the beyond we can see a kite spool and a broken kite, the symbol of Jungkook, along with a boat, an windrose and a pinwheel – all symbols of the other members.

Next we arrive at this:

The colors now transform to sneering faces of the annoying customers Namjoon has to face at the gas station. The lyrics are:

다시 Run Run Run 넘어져도 괜찮아
Again, run run run, it’s okay even if I fall

또 Run Run Run 좀 다쳐도 괜찮아
Again, run run run, it’s okay even if I get hurt

가질 수 없다 해도 난 족해
It’s okay even if I don’t have you

바보 같은 운명아 나를 욕해
Silly fate, just point your fingers at me

They seem to be hinting at his resignation to his fate .

After working hard, Namjoon seems to be in a storage room of some sort where he has fallen asleep – after eating his ramen. In the next page – he is at the library to pick up reading again- a leisure he had given up. It reminds me of this note:

This is the original spread, but it is a pull-out
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This spread to a wonderful scenery of Songju – the city in which the BU characters live. In the background, you can see Naeri Gas Station, Songju Photo Studio, and the famous Naeri bus station that was seen in Highlight Reel , full of graffiti by Taehyung.

The bus station as seen in Highlight Reel

This was also seen in the Art Toy released by Bighit last year

The Songju Photo Studio was mentioned in the Notes 1 in an entry by Taehyung:

Credits to @amruwithlove

The lyrics for this spread say are all in English ( From the ‘you make me cry cry’ to the ‘bye-bye’ part)

The spread then changes to this scenery:

We continue to see some more of the scenery and graffiti- the shops are: a piano shop, a wholesale fruits and vegetable shop, and a bus stop for Songju Garden. Finally we also meet Taehyung , spraying Run with his graffiti.

Compare and contrast Namjoon to when he was alone, and to when he was with Taehyung.

Namjoon before
Namjoon after

The lyrics afterwards:

다 끝난 거라는데 난 멈출 수가 없네
They say it’s all over, but I can’t stop

땀인지 눈물인지 나 더는 분간 못해 oh
Whether it’s sweat or tears, I can’t tell anymore oh

내 발가벗은 사랑도 거친 태풍 바람도
Even my love stripped naked and even the severe wind storm

나를 더 뛰게만 해 내 심장과 함께
only make me run more with my heart beating

The graffiti is the same as the one in Highlight Reel, but it may still be helpful to note down everything Taehyung wrote:

  1. Pro Memoria
  2. Can’t Trust, Won’t Trust
  3. I’m Fine
  4. Tell Me What is The Reason
  5. You Think

Now, we arrive at Taehyung’s story- and the color scheme changes to green and dark pink which goes along well with the colors of his graffiti.

다시 Run Run Run 난 멈출 수가 없어
Again, run run run, I can’t stop

또 Run Run Run 난 어쩔 수가 없어
Again, run run run, I can’t help

어차피 이것밖에 난 못해
This is anyway the only thing I can do

너를 사랑하는 것 밖엔 못해
Loving you is the only thing I can do

Several things that can be observed here:

  1. Strawberries- strawberries have not been associated with BU Taehyung yet, but they are one of the favorite fruits of BTS V.
  2. A white dog- most likely to be Dubu

3. A set of crayons- referencing BU Taehyung’s love for art

4. A field that is very reminscent of the field shown in Butterfly

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Like I mentioned in Volume 3, I think mirrors in these books show the dreams and desires of the characters- all of these are probably Taehyung comes to lose as he grows up – a favorite birthday cake, a childhood hobby, a cherished puppy and his time spent with other members.

다시 Run Run Run 넘어져도 괜찮아
Again, run run run, it’s okay even if I fall

또 Run Run Run 좀 다쳐도 괜찮아
Again, run run run, it’s okay even if I get hurt

가질 수 없다 해도 난 족해
It’s okay even if I don’t have you

바보 같은 운명아 나를 욕해
Silly fate, just point your fingers at me

This spread shows the reality of BU Taehyung:

  1. I am assuming the first person is Taehyung’s mother who abandoned her kids to run away from the abuse meted out to her by their father
  2. In the next panel we see canvas shoes
  3. In the third we can see a young girl crying , probably his sister. Taehyung’s sister shielded him from abuse by taking it all upon herself.
Source: Stigma
  1. We see Save Me – in a style similar to Fake Love:
Source: Fake Love

The shards of glass flying everywhere gives a literal shattering effect .

Then we come to this:

This shot parallels the earlier shot of the petrol fuel dissolving Namjoon’s dreams. This is a reference to both Taehyung’s father who was an alcoholic and an abuser, and also this scene from I Need U when Taehyung gets angered enough to kill his father with the alcohol bottle.

Source: I Need U

There is a small panel showing the blood on someone’s arm- could be either Taehyung or his father.

The lyrics for this spread are:

추억들이 마른 꽃잎처럼
Memories, like dry flower petals,

산산이 부서져가
get shattered into pieces

내 손 끝에서 내 발 밑에서
from my fingertips, from underneath my feet,

달려가는 네 등 뒤로
towards your back who’s running away

마치 나비를 쫓듯 꿈 속을 헤매듯
Like chasing a butterfly, life wandering in a dream,

너의 흔적을 따라가
I follow your traces

길을 알려줘 날 좀 멈춰줘
Please tell me the way, please stop me

날 숨쉬게 해줘
Please let me breathe

The lyrics here convey how Taehyung’s precious flower like memories get crushed and shattered. The last two lines , in this context speak of his suffocation with this life- and his desperation as he begins to lose his way.

The lyrics here are the chorus of Run

As Taehyung takes up graffiti- his symbol in the graphic lyric series- the butterfly comes for the first time in the whole book- and seems as if is lighting the way out.

The chorus of Run continues here

Tired and weary, Taehyung heads over to the one person he finds comfort in – Namjoon as represented by the Naeri Gas Station ( the gas station Namjoon works at).

In this scene we see Namjoon heading over to his container, but since it is a pullout , it becomes a scene like this:

How beautiful! It shows the two of them laughing together- having found solace in someone who shares their dreams with them.

And with this, we come to the end! See you in next Volume!

Any questions? Leave a comment or @ me on Twitter.

Special thanks to @mochi_manggae for providing me some better photos!

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GRAPHIC LYRICS BREAKDOWN: VOL. 3 HOUSE OF CARDS

Welcome!

I am really excited for the breakdown of this volume! Volume 3, House of Cards, is the story of HYYH Jungkook and Yoongi , illustrated beautifully by Joseph Park. For the translations, I have used Doolset’s blog. Before reading , let me plug in the song for full feels!

Source: Amazon preview

Let us read the description of this volume provided by the publishers:

Vol. 3 House Of Cards presents two boys and their despair and frightful visions, and the story tells how they reach out for a better future with hope despite all their travails. Printed in an extended vertical format with short-edge binding and portrait orientation, each illustration continues to the next page to create the image of falling into an abyss.”

The vertical format very accurately describes the feeling of falling into depression, which feels like a continuous downward spiral. In House of Cards, the metaphor of House of Cards is used to describe the frailty of relationships- in this case- family relationships , and the struggle of rebuilding life from pieces as it falls apart.

We begin with this scene:

또 위태로워 또 위험해
At risk again, dangerous again

So bad (why) 우린 yeah
So bad (why) we are yeah

더 버티기도 지탱하기도
To endure it anymore, to bear it anymore,

So hard (hard) 안 돼
So hard (hard) I can’t

We see Jungkook looking down from a cliff as a bunch of items related to his childhood fall- a teddy bear, a spiral, a gift, a card, and we end up at the bottom of the page to Jungkook sleeping. There is book in his hand, and he seems to be dreaming.

Some things to note:

This card says : ” Jungkook-ah, Happy Birthday”. This card is an old birthday card given to him by his father before he left their family because of his depression. In the Notes 1, there is an entry by Jungkook that reflects on this ( summary is mine):

11 September, Year 17: Jungkook has been waiting for a birthday card from his father for the last 10 days, to no avail. He takes out his old birthday cards and reminisces on the past. Around the time he was 7, Jungkook rushed down from his attic to find a heavy atmosphere in the house. His mother was crying, and his father was talking about how going on in life had become difficult for him and that the world was too heavy for him to bear. His father decided to leave before he was completely crushed, amidst the mother’s protests. His mother called him irresponsible , and asked him about Jungkook. The father replied saying that, “I feel completely empty and there is nothing I can do for Jungkook”. Jungkook rushed up to his room to see his Dad leaving. In the present moment , Jungkook’s mother enters his room and tells him to stop hoping for birthday cards as his Dad was “ feeble”, and a “ social misfit”. Jungkook decides that he was the burden that his Dad found too heavy to carry.

In the next two pages this happens:

이미 알고 있어도
Though I knew it already,

멈출 수가 없었어
I couldn’t stop

No way, no way, no way 쓰러져
No way, no way, no way it falls

The book he is holdings says : 우리 가족 , meaning Our Family.

Our Family is a common title of children’s books, and the characters and multiple families from the books come to haunt him in terrifying visions because his own family is broken. He misses his father, and his new stepfather and brother just neglect and humiliate him , while his mother watches passively.

Picture books often use perspective to visually deal with issues, here perspective is used brilliantly to emphasize how small Jungkook feels while the animals and their happy families overtake his vision, physically spanning along the length of the entire page. In the next one , Jungkook is caged – showing how trapped and small he feels. It is also a direct contrast to his symbol in the book – a kite which symbolizes freedom.

시간이 지나 갈 수록
As time passes,

더 망가져 가기만 해
It keeps getting ruined more and more

No way, no way 또 무너지는 걸 ah
No way, no way it’s collapsing again ah

The animals even seem to be threatening , surrounding the cage- and I feel they could also represent how Jungkook sees his step-family.

Next we come to see this:

카드로 만든 집 그 속에서 우린
Inside a house made of cards we are

끝이 보인대도 곧 쓰러진대도
Though we see the end, though we know that it’ll soon collapse

카드로 만든 집 바보같이 우린
A house made of cards- we, like fools,

헛된 꿈이래도 이대로 조금 더 stay
though it’s an empty hope, stay like this a little more 

A well organized deck of cards falls apart as we see glimpse Jungkook falling . Several things can be observed here:

  1. A family by the fireplace- judging by the red hair- it seems to be his step family or a family that is not his.
  2. A small scene in which Jungkook is cutting his birthday cake, along with his mother. I think the mirror here shows his dreams and desires. And a little further down the spiral, we see the mirror crack – a shot that may be familiar to many of you:

3. We see a pencil and some sketches- BU Jungkook often sketches- and here it seems like he sketched his parents, before crossing them over to show his resentment, and we also see the card of hearts turn from red to black.

TW- mentions of self harm

내일이란 게 없듯이
Like there’s no such thing as tomorrow,

다음이란 건 없듯이
like there’s no such thing as next time

지금 내겐 눈 앞에 너를 뺀 모든 게
right now, to me, everything before my eyes except you is

지독히 깜깜한 어둠이지
a terribly pitch-black darkness

It is implied that HYYH Jungkook does self harm in the Notes 1, and according to me this shot full of blood on the skin is reflective of exactly that. The illustrations go with the lyrics- the darkening of one’s vision that one feels at their lowest point – shown literally through a black page.

However, hope springs up for Jungkook again

입버릇처럼 말해
I say like a habit

우린 결국엔 안 돼
“We can’t be together in the end”

그래도 난 계속 바래
Even so, I keep wishing

마지막도 너와 함께라면 I’m okay
that I’m okay as long as I’m with you at the end 

The bond between HYYH Jungkook and HYYH Yoongi is special. HYYH Jin describes it as being the only two people who could understand each other’s pain. With their shared love for the piano, and their similar dysfunctional families, Jungkook finds a comfort in Yoongi he had never experienced before- and for the first time we see him in normal size- and his kite flying. He finally feels a little free and hopeful. The lyrics go along with this -that he is okay as long as he is with Yoongi at the end.

However, their bond has to take a break when Yoongi is expelled from school for playing the piano during a parents’ meet at school. Angry and bitter, Yoongi decides to give up on music.

이미 알고 있어도
Though I knew it already,

멈출 수가 없었어
I couldn’t stop

No way, no way, no way 쓰러져
No way, no way, no way it falls

Here the lyrics portray Yoongi’s insecurity that he is responsible for hurting the people in his life, and will eventually lose them – the flames shown here show his house that burned down , taking his mother’s life with it.

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시간이 지나 갈 수록
As time passes,

더 망가져 가기만 해
It keeps getting ruined more and more

No way, no way 또 무너지는 걸 ah
No way, no way it’s collapsing again ah

In this spread, his parents are highlighted as the fire destroyed completely the sense of home for Yoongi. After his mother’s death, his father discouraged him to play music because he did not want his son to end up like his mother. In between we see memories of Yoongi- learning piano with his mother, playing basketball ( which reminds me of this)

From: HYYH On Stage VCR

A musical sheet, Yoongi staring at a cracked reflection, and also Yoongi playing guitar. We have not explicitly seen HYYH Yoongi playing a guitar before, but we have this:

From: The Highlight Reels

This girl is Yoongi’s anima- and thus represents Yoongi herself. In case you are wondering why Y. K.? It is because in Korean Yoongi is made of two characters – Yoon and Gi, the latter of which can also be romanized as Ki.

Next, we see Yoongi desperately trying to hold it all together-climbing up ladders to maintain his relationships, and drowning out the fire- but he fails

카드로 만든 집 그 속에서 우린
Inside a house made of cards, we are

끝이 보인대도 곧 쓰러진대도
Though we see the end, though we know that it’ll soon collapse

카드로 만든 집 바보같이 우린
A house made of cards- we, like fools,

헛된 꿈이래도 이대로 조금 더 stay
though it’s an empty hope, stay like this a little more 

He gives up – and tries to set himself on fire . Another brilliant use of perspective shows a very small Yoongi who is staying at his motel ( comparitively huge in size) which he lights up later.

시간을 Slow down
Slow down the time

조금만 더, 머물러 줘 oh
Please stay just a little more oh

Please Baby, calm down

조금만 더
Just a little more

This part of the song is the one laced with the most despair and desperation as they sing – just a little more… it is a plea that you know fails as Yoongi finally makes the decision to light up the music sheet in his hands

Source: Save Me, Ch 8

Then we have this beautiful transition from fire to darkness as Yoongi sinks deeper and deeper into his sadness:

또 위태로워 또 위험해
At risk again, dangerous again

So bad (why) 우린 yeah
So bad (why) we are yeah

더 버티기도 지탱하기도
To endure it anymore, to bear it anymore,

So hard 또 무너지는 걸
So hard it’s collapsing again

We then have this:

카드로 만든 집 그 속에서 우린
Inside a house made of cards, we are

끝이 보인대도 곧 쓰러진대도
Though we see the end, though we know that it’ll soon collapse

카드로 만든 집 바보같이 우린
A house made of cards- we, like fools,

My personal interpretation of this is that the moon waxing and waning is similar to how mood swings feel, except here the moon is shown only waning till it becomes very thin- showing how Yoongi is emotionally exhausted to the point his emotions just fade away. In the darkness, Yoongi gives up fighting and it seems like he is just sinking

We move on to the final page- Yoongi is in a place of darkness all by himself- but his shadow- made longer by the darkness- stretches out a hand towards Jungkook who is there to help him.

헛된 꿈이래도 이대로 조금 더 stay
though it’s an empty hope, stay like this a little more 

It leaves the readers with a sense of hope that maybe , even though it is a house of cards, they will stay by each other.

Thank you for dropping by! If you feel like I missed something or have something to say- drop a comment or @ me on Twitter.

Pictures taken from this unboxing video and this tweet. See you in the next part!

graphic lyric books · Theories

BTS GRAPHIC LYRICS BREAKDOWN: VOL. 2 SAVE ME

Hi everyone! This is a continuation of the first post that dealt with YNWA. This breakdown will cover Save Me – the story of HYYH Hoseok and HYYH Jimin.

Before starting, let us read the description of Save Me from Amazon

“Vol. 2 Save ME is about two boys who struggle with their painful past and recurring nightmares. Their will to overcome the pain and the camaraderie they discover in their common passion for dancing are illustrated in pictures done in a secretive and lyrical style using tracing papers.” Illustrated By Lee Kang Hun

Tracing papers! Save Me uses translucent paper as an art form to convey motion, the effects of ghosts of past linngering on to the present and to imbue a sense of mystery and secrecy.

Jimin and Hoseok in the BU both suffer from mental illnesses and have had traumatic episodes in the past that they cannnot let go of. Again and again the past continues to haunt them – seen in how Hoseok often falls thinking about his mother, and how Jimin seems to be carrying the shadows of the past like here:

Source: Save Me, Episode 12

In the webtoon Jimin often sees himself in mud. This mud is symbolic of the incident that happened to him. What it was , we still don’t know but I think it may have to do with witnessing someone being tortured or killed in that arboretum.

With this background, then let us start!

First, on the cover art are several interesting things: the hospital bed that symbolizes confinement , and a compass that is oddly distorted – I believe it is an allusion to the dream like quality or more appropriately, nightmarish quality of some pages. For why I think so, you can check this tweet. Basically, I think it is inspired by surrealism and surrealist art is often used to depict dreams.

For this analysis, I am so grateful to OP who recorded them flipping through the entire SAVE ME book. I will be using doolset’s translations, please visit her blog for more!

I will be starting with the first page

난 숨쉬고 싶어 이 밤이 싫어
I want to breathe, I hate this night

이젠 깨고 싶어 꿈속이 싫어
I want to wake up, I hate being in the dream

내 안에 갇혀서 난 죽어있어
Trapped in myself, I’m being dead

Don’t wanna be lonely, Just wanna be yours

The lyrics themselves indicate that this is a dream – a dream Hoseok is having about his past- the dreams are symbolized here as literal ghosts like the one I circled – symbolically showing the terrible ways in which our past haunts us

The next spread is :

The lyrics throughout this whole spread say:

왜 이리 깜깜한 건지 니가 없는 이 곳은
Why is it so dark in this place without you 

위험하잖아 망가진 내 모습
It’s dangerous, my ravaged self

구해줘 날 나도 날 잡을 수 없어
Please save me- even I can’t get a grip on myself

This a preview uploaded on Amazon, but doesn’t do justice to the beautiful art of tracing paper used: here is how it actually feels as you turn over the pages :

Elderly Hoseok disappears and only the young Hoseok remains , and do you notice the ghosts still in the sky? It is still a dream , and older Hoseok is still tormented.Then Hoseok ends up at the amusement park he was abandoned, and you begin to see why the ice-cream was there in his dreams.

내 심장소릴 들어봐, 제멋대로 널 부르잖아
Listen to my heartbeat, It’s calling you on its own will

이 까만 어둠 속에서, 너는 이렇게 빛나니까
Because, in this pitch-black darkness, you’re shining like this 

Why was the ice cream so big ? According to Freud, dreams work on an anxiety reducing phenomenon. Thus, things that cause us anxiety in our daily life are expressed in dreams indirectly through metaphors and metonyms. Of all the things from the amusement park, the ice-cream is a non-threatening memory- and if we go one step further using psycho-analytic theory probably a metaphor for the chocolate bar. ( Both of them are sweets, but since one is non threatening it has displaced the other.)

Next page is this: present Day Hoseok . Two things worth noting :

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  1. The pinwheel on the chair- it is clear that is Hoseok’s symbol , pinwheels can be a symbol of the amusement park.
  2. The Just Dance Poster on the wall- this was seen at the back of the Notes 1 book:

The next few motions wonderfully show Hoseok dancing, and then he falls- all to the refrain of Save Me, Save Me, I need your love before I fall.

We then end up here:

The view is from the point of view of a fallen Hoseok , and you can make out a hospital in the distance. To me it symbolizes how he fell on 10 May, Year 22, and then ended up in the hospital. The trees also remind me of the arboretum , and the whole scenery is very similar to what Jimin encounters later.

This is from the teaser released on Youtube. Actual lyrics differ in the book

This then is how Jimin and Hoseok end up meeting again. The last time Hoseok had met Jimin was in Year 20, when Jimin had seizures . They reunite as Hobi is in the surgery ward after his fall, and Jimin has been in the hospital continuously for 2 years. The person in green is Jimin, symbolized by the green plant that reminds us of the arboretum, while on the left we can see the famous Snickers bar. Then there is a tracing paper layer and we arrive at this:

These feathers, do they click a bell? Yes, RUN MV HYYH Hoseok and Jimin

The lyrics for this portion :

오늘따라 달이 빛나 내 기억 속의 빈칸
The moon shines brighter today, the empty space in my memory

날 삼켜버린 이 lunatic, please save me tonight
The lunatic that swallowed me, please save me tonight

In the next portion we see Jimin’s dreams :

Source: Amazon preview

You can make out a faint little Jimin, further clarified here:

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In the distance we see a white building and up closer, we see a small building with yellow panes. This could be the storage room Jimin took shelter at that night, as explained in this note:

After this incident Jimin was in and out of hospitals for most of his life- shown by his entry into the hospital

The lyrics throughout this whole spread:

난 알았지 너란 구원이, 내 삶의 일부며 아픔을 감싸줄 유일한 손길
I knew that the salvation called you, is a part of my life and the only hand to embrace my pain

The best of me, 난 너밖에 없지, 나 다시 웃을 수 있도록 더 높여줘 니 목소릴
The best of me, I have only you, so that I can smile again, please raise your voice more

Next we see Jimin at the hospital in a scene very familiar -Jimin trying to drown himself . As he drowns, the tub beautifully transitions into a paper boat that overflows, as Jimin is haunted by dreams of the arboretum

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The boat becomes Jimin’s symbol and appears throughout the other books as well! The lyrics is a repetition ( Listen to my heart….shining brightly like this)

Next, we have this:

It seems like the hospital room Jimin was confined in, also seen in YNWA book:

and he has now finally escaped to the outside world. The lyrics here are the chorus of Save Me. The door there leads to this:

My interpretation of this is that the door is a symbol of the entry into the unconscious dream world. Here is a quote by Carl Jung:

“The dream is a little hidden door in the innermost and most secret recesses of the soul, opening into that cosmic night which was psyche long before there was any ego-consciousness, and which will remain psyche no matter how far our ego-consciousness extends.” This quote was also used in the Persona MV

By escaping the innermost recesses of the soul and foraying outside- what this picture shows is that Jimin is finally letting go of the hold of his past and the hold the unconscious has over him.

In this picture you can also see the boat, and the pinwheel, along with other symbols also symbolizing the members. The lyrics are once again the Save Me refrain.

Next, we see Jimin dancing and making his way to Hoseok on the other side. They both are finally together, and the picture gives the idea that they lean on each other and dance as a way to battle their nightmarish past. OP on Twitter posted a beautiful montage of this scene with music:

The lyrics are :

고마워 내가 나이게 해줘서, 이 내가 날게 해줘서 
Thank you for making me be me, for making me fly

이런 내게 날갤 줘서, 꼬깃하던 날 개줘서
for giving someone like me wings, for straightening my frowning face

답답하던 날 깨줘서, 꿈 속에만 살던 날 깨워줘서
for breaking the suffocating shell surrounding me, for waking me up who lived in my dreams only

널 생각하면 날 개어서 , 슬픔 따윈 나 개 줬어 
Because the sky clears up when I think of you, I gave my sadness away

(Thank you. ‘우리’가 돼 줘서) 
(Thank you for becoming ‘us’)

The lyrics in this context explain Jimin’s gratefulness to Hoseok who helped him escape the hospital , and through dancing , became a role model for him as well. The allusion to dreams is again seen in ” for waking me up who lived in my dreams only.”

The last stretch of the song shows symbolically the two of them leaving the hospital, the pinwheel and the boat flying away in the wind. I believe the wind is the symbol for Jin as it was indeed Jin who facilitated their escape.

Next we have a shot of their empty beds , with the words Save Me, and I am Fine flipped just like how we were shown in the I’m Fine performance stage.

End of discussion! If you have anything to add, leave comments or @ me on Twitter. See you in Part 3

Photos lent to me by the lovely @mochi_manggae

BU · graphic lyric books · Theories

BTS GRAPHIC LYRICS BREAKDOWN: VOL 1.

Hello everyone! On 29th of June, Bighit Ent. released a series of 5 graphic lyric books that showcase the theme of “Hwa Yeong Yeon Hwa” or HYYH as we know it. The series aims to reinterpret the BU , continuing the representation from Music Videos, HYYH The Notes 1, Save Me Webtoon etc.

There are a total of 5 songs that have been chosen:

Volume 1: You Never Walk Alone

Volume 2: Save Me

Volume 3: House of Cards

Volume 4: Run

Volume 5: Butterfly

The books connect to each other in a pattern like this:

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In this breakdown I will be focusing on the first book of the series, YNWA. First, let us go through the description given on Amazon

“Vol. 1 A Supplementary Story : You Never Walk Alone whisks readers back to the day when the seven boys met for the very first time ― a heartwarming story drawn in the format of graphic novel panels.” Illustrated by Koo Ja Seon.

Using the style of graphic novels, we meet the 7 characters one by one, on the day they got late in school and were punished for tardiness on 2 March Year 19 . Before that, let me plug in the song:

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This scene has been inspired from the BTS BEGINS VCR, and The Webtoon

The Novel begins with the beginning of the day

The Songju City , at 6:31 am. Credit for this photo to @mochi_manggae

and we get glimpses into their individual lives , each entry marked by a time-stamp like this:

The reason why we have these is to show the reasons they all got late for the school.

First off is Hoseok’s story:

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Several things to note here:

1.This is the setting of the orphanage Hoseok lives at. The name of the orphanage: Yangji Orphanage ( 양지 보육원 ) was given in the book as well . He continues to live here till he grows of age. In this picture, he is shown as taking care of the the younger kids at the orphanage. We see how this makes him late

2.As he leaves, the kids hand him a chocolate bar – the famous Snickers bar Hoseok has always been associated with.

3. The lyrics in Korean can be translated to

날고 싶어도 내겐 날개가 없지, BUT 너의 그 손이 내 날개가 돼
Although I want to fly, I don’t have wings, BUT your hands become my wings

어둡고 외로운 것들은, 잊어볼래
All the dark and lonely things, I will try to forget those

너와 함께
with you

(These lyrics and others throughout are translated by Doolset. Click the link for the full song.) This is not how the song begins though, the beginning is illustrated on a background like this:

Credit to @mochi_manggae

Here , in the context of the art, these lyrics become even more meaningful when you realize Hoseok had no one- not even family to rely on. He is able to get through the day and forget his traumatic past for a while because of the company at the orphanage.

Next, we have Jungkook’s story

Source: Amazon preview

Jungkook leaves home, and you can see how neglected he feels while the rest of his family is seen together ( mother, father and step-brother). He walks and sits by the riverside. This is the Yangjicheon ( Yangji Riverbank) and it was mentioned that he often liked to sit here and pass time.

Then he goes to a PC Cafe- stays there for a while and dozes off, then wakes up hurriedly to realize he is late for school – it is now 8: 23 AM. The lyrics for his scene says:

이 날개는 아픔에서 돋아났지만, 빛을 향한 날개야
These wings, although they came out of pain, are wings towards the light

힘들고 아프더라도, 날아갈 수 있다면 날 테야
Even if it’s tiring and hurting, if I can fly away, I’ll fly

This one in particular is described so beautifully with the kite flying in the sky as JK yearns to break free

더는 두렵지 않게, 내 손을 잡아줄래
So that I won’t be afraid anymore, would you hold my hand?

너와 나 함께라면, 웃을 수 있으니깐
Because, you and I, if we’re together, we can laugh

Next is Namjoon

Credit to @mochi_manggae

Several things to note here as well. Namjoon is leaving school but immediately gets set to work on his multiple part time jobs- he is making kimchi in one, putting up flyers on different houses in one, packaging cardboard boxes , and finally cleaning a room as shown with a cleaning towel in his hand. By Year 19, Namjoon was working at a part-time job , along with helping his family to cover the financial losses caused by his father’s accident. In the end, exhausted, he takes a nap, and then leaves for school .The lyrics for his portion says:

내가 선택한 길이고
Even if it is the path I chose,

모두 다 내가 만들어낸 운명이라 해도
and everything is a fate that I created

내가 지은 죄이고, 이 모든 생이 내가 치러갈 죗값일 뿐이라 해도
Even if it is a sin that I committed, and this whole life is only about paying for my sin

I think the lyrics reflect the hard road his life takes .

Next up is Jimin:

Credit to @mochi-manggae

He is shown to be in the hospital, probably getting discharged and ready to go to school. His mother drives him to school, and it seems like they got caught up in traffic . Some things to note here:

1.The name of the hospital is : Gyeongil Hospital. We previously got a hint of this hospital’s name through Jimin’s tweet. One of the bus stops mentioned in the tweet is “Gyeongil Hospital Crossroad” (translation credit to @sub_versi0n)

2. In the bottom panel is Jimin’s hospital room with his name written on the outside, the same room will be seen in Save Me as well.

3. Jimin’s car gets stuck in traffic and he rushes to get out, a litte bit ahead you can see guy rushing towards school. As you will find below, that guy is Jin !

The lyrics of his portion:

넌 같이 걸어줘,
Walk with me

나와 같이 날아줘
Fly with me

하늘 끝까지 손 닿을 수 있도록
so that our hands can reach the end of the sky

이렇게 아파도
Even if it hurts like this,

너와 나 함께라면
Because, you and I, if we’re together,

웃을 수 있으니까
we can smile

They show his eagerness to join school even though he gets hurt and tired because of his illness.

Next is Yoongi

Source: @mochi_manggae

Several things to note here as well:

  • Yoongi and his father are sharing a meal in silence. This reminds me of this note where he mentions he was brought up not to say a word during meals.
  • Actually, it is mentioned in the Wings Concept book that Yoongi’s father belonged to an army background, perhaps that is why Yoongi was brought up so strictly. ( Source : this translation )
  • Yoongi lives in an apartment complex and there are fliers on the doors, the same fliers that were posted by Namjoon above.
  • As he leaves he passes by a music shop which seems familiar , it can be the one seen in First Love, and the one mentioned in this note

Source: First Love
  • The student who meets Yoongi is Jung Hoseok as identified by the name tag on his uniform
  • The building they are about to reach is the school gates.
Source: Webtoon

The lyrics for his portion are:

Ayy I never walk alone

잡은 너의 손 너의 온기가 느껴져
From your hand that I’m holding, I can feel your warmth

Ayy you never walk alone

나를 느껴봐 너도 혼자가 아니야
Feel me, you are not alone either

Finally we have Taehyung :

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Again lots of interesting stuff to note here!

  1. Taehyung’s apartment complex: Magnolia Mansion
  2. Dubu- Dubu is a white Jindo dog that Taehyung adopts. His age is a bit questionable, and he could be some other dog too , Taehyung has a thing for dogs in the BU. As he begins clearing up the mess of the night caused by Taehyung’s alcoholic father, Dubu slips out and runs away causing Taehyung to panic and search for him. Eventually he finds him but gets late , thus ending up rushing to school. What this reminds me is this note in which Taehyung searches for Dubu:

This is not the only time he goes missing however, there is also this:

This is also the same dog as spotted in Stigma.

Source: Stigma

And why is he so important? Because he goes missing in October, which is also the month on the calendar in Stigma. And the events in Stigma are connected to Taehyung being in a police station for the first time- and the dog walking away from the prison makes me think they are connected somehow. The name Dubu means Tofu in Korean- which can also be a symbol of purity.

The lyrics here represent how he slowly and then hurriedly goes through his morning routine to get to ready for school- from crawling to flying.

Next, we have Jin:

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We get a glimpse into Jin’s lonely life- he eats his breakfast alone. He is driven to school – the only one rich enough to be driven, but gets late because of a slight accident, and a tiff that breaks out.

On the table, we have the white flower often seen in HYYH , and also seen in Awake.

The lyrics for his scene:

이 길이 또 멀고 험할지라도
Even if this road is long and rough,

함께 해주겠니
would you be with me

넘어지고 때론 다칠지라도
Even if we fall and sometimes get hurt,

함께 해주겠니
would you be with me

Towards the end they get punished together and are ordered to clean up the storage classroom- the classroom where they had lots of fun together. We can spot Namjoon and Taehyung towards the right, Yoongi on the piano , Jungkook on the ground, Jimin and Hoseok dancing, and Seokjin recording as usual. There is also a basketball – a sport HYYH Yoongi plays.

The ending lines are an assurance that the 7 finally met each other and truly never walk alone.

The six symbols floating in the wind

These symbols appear in the cover of almost every book- and each symbol represents a member , and was spotted in their scenes respectively . Additionally, I believe Jin is symbolized the wind that blows them all together.

From top to bottom- the boat, the compass, the bubbles, the kite, the pinwheel, butterfly and the wind – taken from scenes of Jimin, Yoongi, Namjoon ,Jungkook, Hoseok, Taehyung and Jin

An interesting thing to add is this note released in the 7 album

This note emphasizes how BU Jin rarely laughed but felt like he could smile when he was together with his friends. He writes these lines in response to Yoongi’s question: ” When was the last time you laughed?” . Yoongi decides to name his song the same. Also interesting trivia, this song was used as BG for Wings Concert VCR: How Many Roads Must The Boy Walk Before He Becomes A Man?

And this is the end! See you in the next Volume! Any questions? Comment them or @ me on twitter.